What do you think about that?

My son has decided that his life calling is to join the Army...which he has done and with 7 weeks until his departure, I am sorting through all manner of emotions and decisions.  But I find it fascinating that when I try to tell others about his life choices that the most common response is, "what do you think about that?"

I think in this process I have learned something about both of us.  I adore my son, my oldest and would do anything to protect him.  But most of all, I want to see him happy and leading a life he loves!  I can't be selfish in this moment.  He wants to do this and I will send him off with as much support as he deserves. 

Am I scared? Of course.  I'm a mother; worry is hard-wired.  But I am proud.  Proud that he is willing to choose what is right for him, proud that he is a kid who wants to make something of his life and proud that we have raised a decent and honest kid who will represent this great country in which we live.

What do I think of this?  Well, I'll tell you. My son is going to be an army soldier.  He will be a really smart, good soldier.  I'm proud of him, proud of us and worried.  After all, isn't that a mama's liberty?